someone is far away from me and my heart' so how to handle with this hurt.❤️๐ฉน
The only one friend I met before a few months nd days recently faded into my life.
1.How to understand he is still with me
Offcourse this always happens with me to trust anyone.as I know that no body is perfect and good in this world.but why I like him so much.Is there no flaw or evil in him? First of all I sometimes call myself wrong, do you know why? The reason is that I believe very quickly, if anyone says that yes he will stand by me or will accept me as his girlfriend, then I believed it. But I could not know that maybe he said that for that moment, none of his girlfriends may have messaged him and that is why he told me all this. If I had known this much then I would not have said yes, but I said it. That was my mistake.
2. You again doing the same mistake
Yes it's true i even trust online friends, because they cannot be wrong, they will definitely be wrong. But sorry, I don't think so much, this is also the reason I abuse myself. I know that neither he can be everything mine nor I can be his, still I make mistakes. I can wait for him, after all I have got such a big and good thing, maybe even the world is less for him, my innocent mind thinks how high should I place him, maybe by including him in the merit list, he should keep him at number one. He also does this one thing, as if the soul tired of years gets peace.
3.Let's live in a hope
Maybe you have found someone better than me that is why you are not giving me time. It's okay but if you should have told me, then I would have been at peace,and happy too. I don't like to come between two people. But when we talked, even if it was for just one day, you talked nicely and wanted to meet, I refused, there was some reason I was sorry, and now you don't have time for me, you say a couple of good mornings with great difficulty, I know that too, don't waste time in saying that, now you do your work, yes it is right to forget but not to remember, and not to call you back after remembering. If you are busy in some work then it is a good thing, if you are busy in some desire then it is a good thing, but ignoring is wrong. If you wanted, you could have told me, Love doesn't happen just by saying 'I love you', but I was the first one who replied to you only, 'You too'.well you also be happy and I will also say the same.
By the way, it was a matter of my heart which I had written for you. If you read it sometime, it would be good. If you don't read it, it would be even better. I don't share my things much, but I wanted to say it somewhere, so I did not let the opportunity go. Thank you for coming into my life and telling me some things. Maybe I will not trust a stranger in the future. You stay happy in your world. I could not talk to you so openly. Whatever was in my heart, I told it right here.
Comments
Post a Comment